building a wall around me
anyways, thursday was actually pretty fun, with all the racial harmony day celebrations going on and most of our class all dressed up! hahahs (: thanks zehra! for the outfits hahahs.
had training yesterday, and poof i think i'm really quite lousy as in, where has my strength gone?! arghh. gonna need some initiative and motivation really to work out on my own, and wake on ON TIME for morning run for canoeing's sake. but nat's here for me (: loveyou!
sorry i got a little mad at you last night. sorry i said i couldn't trust you anymore. but all's left behind, and we'll start again on a clean slate yes? just you and me with trust, respect, appreciation and no expectations. (: like it how it used to be.
i HATE weekends. i want to go back to school, to indulge myself in work, training and friends, to take me away from all these external pressures. group hug with all of you whom i hold so dear now in my life.